What does it mean to be Bohemian ? here's a definition that probably describes you, your style, and your heartfelt longings...
plural noun: Bohemians;
plural noun: bohemians
1. a person who has informal and unconventional social habits, especially an artist or writer.
"the young bohemians with their art galleries, festivals and cafes"
nonconformist, free spirit.
adjective: Bohemian; adjective: bohemian
1. having informal and unconventional social habits.
"the free-spirited bohemians traveled far and wide to experience America, making music and playing in the fields and mountains and streams, in dreamy breezes of whims and poetic skies"
unconventional, nonconformist, unorthodox, avant-garde, offbeat, alternative.